Monday, November 30, 2015

Prologue

Untuk bulan November ni je, bilangan anak buah aku bertambah lagi dua orang. Which means, grand total anak buah sekarang ialah 6 orang. Haziqin, anak angah, dan Isz Hareez anak Along (cool gila nama padahal boleh je letak Hareez je tapi Along nak gak nama dia sikit depan tu lulz).


So after few days, Hareez been warded, due to demam kuning. My brother and SIL risau bukan kepalang. Dan aku, ibu dan kakak pergi hospital malam lepas Hareez kena warded. Masa ibu dan Kak Lia berborak, I was there, diam dan cuma tadah telinga. Well perbualan mak-mak which i choose not to menyampuk, at all. 


In the middle of the conversation which im not participating, out of nowhere, Ibu told Kak Lia about me. Masa umur aku lepas lahir, sampai cukup sebulan, every single night, start from 12am until 6am, I will crying non-stop. Where it makes she feel restless and at the same time worried. Sampai satu tahap Abah pening kepala kot, Abah sergah minta aku senyap. Terus senyap, Ibu kata. The problem is, aku stop nangis, Ibu pulak yang sambung. Sebab sedih aku kena sergah. Hahahaha. Lepas je Ibu cerita pasal ni, I was laughing so hard and told them 'Patutla orang yang paling degil paling kuat melawan begaduh dengan Abah.' (like seriously orang akan ingat aku tengah gaduh dengan Abah even perbualan biasa je padahal). 



But at the same time, when Ibu said that shes crying because i get scold, I know Ibu totally meant it. Sebab benda ni pernah jadi once during my school day. Dimana aku berkeras takmau duduk asrama, and Abah really get mad and choose to gave me silent treatment for 2 weeks. See how stubborn I am? 


I feel glad. I know Ibu really loves me, despite all of my weakness. And Im thankful sebab Ibu bukak cerita tu. Sebab at least aku tau, aku banyak menyusahkan Ibu dari umur sehari so sekarang jangan buat benda yang akan patahkan hati dia. I know actually shes trying to comfort Kak Lia even its really hard to growing up a potato, she will get the satisfaction 23 years later. Kahkahkah.